About Mr. Sucha Gosal..

My life seems to be quite a typical story in today's so called modern England. Born in 1960 in London, studied and went to University. Dropped out of University in the first year and my troubles began.

First time away from home, too much unsupervised freedom or was I just not clever enough to pass through University ? Even after 20 years I have not figured it out.!

Just aimlessly working through one job to another I blindly followed fools who I called friends almost to the brink of self destruction.  Why? I have not figured it out.!

Although born in England I followed traditions without a say in matters. Arranged marriage followed by 3 children followed by buying a house and followed by the traditional package of family/ in-law domestic squabbles. Some where along the line I lost control.  When or where I have not figured it out.!

My father, who could see my failings, preferred to believe in the spirits of his faith and placed his trust in that the Baba would look after his misguided son. I preferred the spirits found in a bottle, and would blame anything or anyone about circumstances within or out my control. As night follows day, what were supposed to be happy times became sad and argumentative days. In a famous song the lyrics include "why oh why do we hurt the worst the ones we love the most", well why I did just that for so many years I have not figured out.!

Through the dark days of my life just as when day turns to night there is always some lingering kind of light, be it a star or a reflection from the other side of the world. Looking back there have been occasions where I could or should of died. A so called palm reader once said I would die before the age of 40, maybe I did. Some  years ago I went to India and gave up drinking alcohol, and I am no longer the same man. Instantly thing got better and the health of parents improved (no more arguments you see). I have this feeling I have been looked after, its like a glimpse of a light in your head, like a dim light at the end of a long tunnel--out of reach, "but you know its there" kind of feeling. Why and by who.? Not quite figured it out yet.!

I only know the basics and I don`t know when I actually began or why I believe in Baba Balaknath. But I do know that a site is needed where simply people like me can come along and read other peoples views and read a introduction page which is easier than the one we have at the moment. It is on a final note that Ashwani and myself would like to ask you to help with this site in any way you can. 

BabaBalaknath.com will be set up to your specifications and requirements. I am in touch with some people designing similar sites and will provide links when available. For the time you have spent to read this far I Sucha thank you, and without sounding too pompous, let me assure you that although bad things in life are inevitable, and that immediate results to our prayers are not always forthcoming, trust in your faith and things will get better....This I have figured out.!!!!!!!  

Sucha